I learn something from this world..
weird but it is exsist in this life and it is always happen no matter what it goes..
two diffrent thing that be contrary always connected with one and the other..

faith and doubt...
sometime u have faith of something that u believe, but
one day u will doubt it again...till u can find the real answer of it
even u already find the answer u will start doubt the thing again, always like that...

trust and distrustful...
when u cant trust someone, u will try trust her
but when u already trust her, sometimes u think can she be trust??
or should i judge her in the bad way??

love and hate...
when u love someone, and want to keep her..
someday u feel like u will hate her because of such of simple thing...
and when u hate her, u will be back to love her like she is the one and no one can replace her..

truth and lie...
u tell the lie, u tell the truth
which one u think is the best??when u want keep the feeling of someone that u love??
sometime u tell the truth and sometime u tell the lie's
when u think better she dont know anything then u tell the lie
and when u change ur mind u will tell her that u had lie to her and u will tell the truth..
truth and lie cant be seperated in this life, coz sometime we need to tell lie, even i dont like when someone tell me the lie..

long and close distance...
when u have close distance with someone that u love, u feel bored and in ur heart u make a wish if someday u have long distance relationship with her...because she so disturbing..
but when u already have long distance relationship with her, u will ask to god "bring her back to my side" and u promise to take care her..u miss the way she laugh, when u look her eyes, and go to anywhere just with her...u will appreciate her exsistance beside u...

u can't change that fact..
u miss her and want bring her to ur side..
u want keep tell the truth but u must lie so u not harm her heart and make her sad..
u want trust but u think negative and u untrust her and u change ur mind again...
u have the faith but sometime u doubt her..
when u doubt her u will start hate her and want her step away from ur life..
but u cant tell her bcoz the truth from deepest of ur heart u still love her till the end of ur life
u will always love her even she lies or she hate u or she doubt u..
u will always love her even when u hate her but u love her...(confuse huh??)
and in the end u want spent ur life time with her, no matter what, and u dont care about the diffrence between u and her..

because i know diffrence can be yoked if u want it...
u will understand her, u will always look to ur likeness with her..
and u will feel so happy when u near her..hug her and kiss her..take her hand and make her laugh!!

time will prove the truth..all will be become one..

it always be eternal like that, but u will have strong love with her if u can understand about the game of life and love..u will break the game and love her for forever!!till the last breath u take!!

and u will said i love u when im happy and im sad
i always love u when i alive and even in my death..
my soul always love you until this soul dissapear from this world...
if im in hell i always love u and pray to god so u cant see me if im in the hell
if im in heaven i always love u, and i will lookin for u to keep u in my side..
when this soul already out from this body, i will always love you
untill this circle of life disjointed....