this heart, it used to be empty for so long..
my heart already gone, take my soul from this body..
made me live without it, like dead body walk without thinking..
and this tears already dried long time ago!!
this heart, can't feel any love no more
i'm already dead and never come back
i wont come back for long time, till this soul burried
i never want my past back to me, i want forget it..
i know that hard to do, but what should i do??
i even hate my self, and i want to run away from this world!!!
the smile gone away, the soul taken
tears already dried, this body wont move
this voice already gone, i cant talk no more
this blood already burn up, i cant feel no more
im not the best, i cant be the best
but i will try, even this soul not with me
i will work hard to get it back, even i have no smile in my face
should i go??should i stand and not moving to anywhere??
can i catch u??i just can stand to see u walk away..
leave me behind, and wont go back!!!
should i let this heart go??or should i get it back??
can u let me to chase u again? can u let me make u happy??
i dont want to stand, i want move..
i dont want to be leaved by, i want to be with you..
how could it be??how could i smile when i see u sad??
how could i'm happy while u sad?? how could enjoy my life if u cant??
how could i take ur heart if u wont let me??
i just can scream...
i just can punch the wall..
all the wall become my witness for my sadness and happiness
this room become my friend to reduce my sadness..but it just for temporary
i am the dead body that can walk
i am the ghost who can walk in sunshine
i am the human who cant feel anything...
this pain..this heart..i cant feel it no more..
this heart no longer beating..
it stop by the time!!!
i hate my self when it stop, but what should i do??
let me share it with u..