last week i already arrive in china, and for your information beijing actually!!!
damn, i felt so tired and lonely...cant go online for the first time i arrive!!!but now, finally im able to go online AGAIN but internet connection in beijing really really pretty damn fuckin bad...when i connect my msn, suddenly my msn disconnect and need to reconnect again..but it not just try to reconnect coz it wont connect..so i dont know what to do then i downloading yahoo messanger again..and before i have problem with the internet connection i had problem with my notebook acer...argghhhhhh so i bought the new one..toshiba A100 not bad for me..actually thats pretty good coz i want new notebook, and my parent not allowed me to buy it before this accident happen (cant connect the ethernet) and now this is my 1st weekend, and i dont know what to do..i want to play basket ball but i cant bcoz i have no BALLS in here..i mean the ball for basketball..the ruber one with gas inside..hehehe

i think this will be pretty hell for me, i cant play basketball, and i eat a lot..i dont want gain my weight again...damn its fuckin hard to reduce my fat from my tummy..and its damn difficult to reduce ur weight when u stand between great taste of food (not really great taste but im pretty starving..)oh man..i dont know can i stand with this condition???actually my dorm is good, i have friends in here (they really nice and kind..but one of them will be make me live in hell i guess, i mean not yet but will be soon)thanks for my friends who always made company for me in my room and drink with me, doin the 作业 together even they have greater class..hiks!!

i miss my old friend, my bedroom in surabaya, my cousin in indo and in anywhere which spread in i dont know which part of the world..my parent but not my sibling yet hahaha how cruel i am not missing my sibling yet..i mean my last sibling, coz my 2nd sibling in here with me..

i wish i can speak Chinese soon and speak it with good and right pronunciation and i try to not fail..i hate for failing something!!!